"I know I've felt like this before
But now I'm feeling it even more
Because it came from you
And then I open up and see
The person falling here is me
A different way to be..."
But now I'm feeling it even more
Because it came from you
And then I open up and see
The person falling here is me
A different way to be..."
I've always been way too cynical, so is it hypocritical now that I want to do the whole holding hands on the beach, kissing in the rain, taking goofy myspace pictures and being way happier than I have any business being thing? Because I think I want that. I think I'm ready to put down the bitch shield and let someone care about me, or even -gasp, dirty word- love me.
I never thought it would be this scary. I miss him like all the time, even when he's driving me crazy. I always thought that people were over exaggerating, but they're not. Its just like...Wow.
Is it crazy that I want that crazy, intense, heartbreaking, amazing first high school love now, after years of convincing myself and telling anyone that will listen that teenage love is nothing more than hormones and lack of real world experience?
A few months ago, I was completely convinced that I wouldn't fall in love until at least college. I was even starting to think that I was destine to be a crazy cat lady, but now, I'm not so sure.
I'm not here to tell you that I've fallen madly in love over the course of the last three weeks of my relationship. I'm just here to tell you that I think it might happen. And even if it doesn't, things are definitely different this time.
How crazy is that?!?
I never thought it would be this scary. I miss him like all the time, even when he's driving me crazy. I always thought that people were over exaggerating, but they're not. Its just like...Wow.
Is it crazy that I want that crazy, intense, heartbreaking, amazing first high school love now, after years of convincing myself and telling anyone that will listen that teenage love is nothing more than hormones and lack of real world experience?
A few months ago, I was completely convinced that I wouldn't fall in love until at least college. I was even starting to think that I was destine to be a crazy cat lady, but now, I'm not so sure.
I'm not here to tell you that I've fallen madly in love over the course of the last three weeks of my relationship. I'm just here to tell you that I think it might happen. And even if it doesn't, things are definitely different this time.
How crazy is that?!?
2 comments:
awwwz Helen's finally getting the meaning of love!!!
lol
yeah, it does kinda suck though when you want to be mad or upset with someone but ya just can't because you miss him so damn much lol
im happy for you, Helen.
Extremely happy for you.
xo
Kayy
Aww. My Rosie-Posie's growing up. :3
There's nothing wrong with taking the bitch shield down. If there's anything I learned this semester, there's nothing wrong with being sensible, but don't ever let it get in the way of experiencing life.
We're homo sapiens. We're bred to breathe, laugh, cry, dance, sing, scream, rant, whisper, ponder, kiss, hit, rave, play, hate, and most importantly, love.
And to do the hokey-pokey, and turn yourself around, cause that's what it's all about.
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